On Day 5 without a dip......... Day 1-2-3 SUCKED---- felt like walking thru hell.........DAY 4 i felt like a million bucks!! even bragged it about it..... I decided that I didnt need the sunflower seeds anymore........
DAY 5 SUCKS again----- I WILL NOT DIP TODAY----- but caught off guard.................
This happend to anyone??
I cannit let my guard down anymore......
Yes. Pick a group. Any group. Look at their Roll Call. Pick a guy. Any guy. It's happened to him. You are not alone.
Get used to the fact that you will have your nuts handed to you at the drop of a hat. When you least expect it. When you feel your best. It's part of the process. Your addiction will let you have some good times. Even encourage them. Give you pleanty of space to enjoy it even. And then...punch you right in the mouth. It's the nature of the beast bro.
And when you have those good, smooth sailing times....REST. Rest and get your collective shit in one pile because you gotta know you are going to pay for it.
Quitting ain't easy....but it's all you got.
Now...do ol LOOT a favor. Please use your original intro thread. You will get plenty of help and tons of responses. Hopefully, someone smarter than LOOT will come along and merge all of your seperate threads into one.