Seth, welcome to the rest of your life. Read the entire WELCOME CENTER from start to finish. Your world will cave in around you, it will suck...but that suck will become the foundation of the rest of your quit. Make the decision, go post roll, then take it hour by hour, minute by minute if needed. Do anything else except use nicotine for today. Until you post roll (and understand what roll call is all about), you're just dreaming of quitting. Get off your ass, toss your can, and reclaim your life. Now.
And welcome aboard!