Dipping for about 3.5 years. Griz straight is my cyanide of choice. Tried to quit numerous times and always managed to cave whether it's been a couple days or a couple weeks. Realized that the only way to successfully quit is to fully commit. It's never gonna happen if you just expect it to happen without paying your dues. Im sick of fucking nicotine, sick of the mouth ulcers, sore throats, cancer scares. I hate seeing my family, friends, gf taking a backseat to nicotine. It will no longer run my life and hijack my thoughts, actions, behaviors, and memories. I'm here to liberate myself. I'm here to quit.
3 days quit. about 52 hours since the beginning of the rest of my life.