Zach, you got this... no bullshit here.... it will absolutely blow and will be up there as one of the most challenging things you ever do, but also most likely the more important thing you will do for yourself and your family.
Slowly, over time, your thoughts of dip will become few and far between but will never fully disappear. But you can be sure that it does fade away and get easier over time, but unfortunately you have a couple of hard months at first.
To begin, you need to post roll every day and honor that promise. Really buy into what roll means, what your promise means to others on here, and what you are doing for yourself. Soon you will not only avoid dipping for your own health, but in honor of your brothers and sisters here on KTC.
You got this, and reach out if you need anything.
J