Wanted to stop by and say hi and thank you to all members. Today (Monday, April 9) is seven days tobacco free. I've been wanting to quit for a long time but I always made excuses and justifications for having just one last can. I can't really say for sure how many years I've been dipping, but I can say that in about the last 5, my use became heavier and heavier. I used Skoal pouches and finished one of those off in about 24 hours....
So, the first couple nights were horrible. It was hard to get to sleep and when I did, I would have dreams jolting me awake up and thinking "WHAT IN THE F WAS THAT?" . It continued all through the night....fall asleep...wake up cause of a crazy dream....repeat. Fatigue has been a big factor in my quitting as well. I just feel like there is no energy although that has improved within the last 2 days.
Here's the part that really concerns me. Even when I dipped, I was always checking for sores in my mouth and paying extra attention to any pain I might feel while swallowing, etc. By the way, this is no way to live. In constant fear of finding something suspicious and then getting a false sense of security when you don't see that white blister. Anyway, at about day 4 my tongue felt like a pulled muscle. That stuck around for about half the day. I checked my mouth and as far back as I could see into my throat. Nothing visible. After that, I notice pains, almost like you have bit your tongue real hard but they only stay in certain areas of the tongue for half the day. I have examined my mouth all I can and cannot see any blisters or even red marks. I'm going to see if these pains go away on their own in a couple days and then I will head to a doctor. Anyone else experienced this sort of symptom with their tongue?
Well, thank you all for being a part of recovery. Not only mine, but to all those out there looking for peace away from this damn addiction. Take care all and best wishes for you