So, its day 1. I've been dippin 1 to 2 cans a day for 12 years. Yea I know, a little overboard with the dippin thing. I tend to be that way tho. My only thing is, I'm bout scared to death about quitting if its anything like today. But I'm even more scared to NOT quit. I'm a musician and was a Vocal Performance major in college and I've played and sang all over the country. I cant lose my voice. I cant lose my face. I cant lose my life. But I feel like I'm losing my mind obsessing over how bad this is going to be. You guys that have made it through the first week or so.... is it as bad as they say??? I actually just quit a drug called Opana cold turkey from a back injury and they told me that was like quitting heroin and I believe it. Only thing is... I've read studies that say Nicotine is as addictive as heroin. So... am I in for that same ride I just went through with Opana??
Bryce,
You already have some of the most bad-assed quitters on here giving you advice - and all the right advice, I might add. SM said it very well - everything you fear is NOTHING compared to what you will have to go through if you don't quit. Trust me, I've worked with many a cancer patient who have gone through living hell only to still lose their battle in the end. This isn't meant to scare you, it is to give you the facts so that you can make your own educated decision, because as CBird said, this has to be ABOUT you, FOR you, and COMPLETELY YOUR CHOICE.
Quitting isn't a habit. Quitting is a way of life. Posting roll needs to be your new addiction.
I haven't used this analogy in a long time, but I will dust it off and use it once again here:
The word, QUIT, by definition, is a verb. Verbs are action words. For you to be QUIT, you must be active in the effort of being QUIT. You cannot be passive and be QUIT.
QUIT [kwit] verb, quit
1. to stop, cease, or discontinue
2. to depart from; leave (a place or person(or a nasty Nic biotch))
3. to give up or resign; let go; relinquish: He quit his previous beliefs about how to successfully stop using nicotine.
4. to release one's hold of
That means, stay involved here. Post roll. Chat it up on the forums and get involved in posting roll in other classes. Read intros and reach out to those posting there.
Give as much to the site as you take from it. Strength build when muscles are worked out Work out this quit muscle and help spot for the rest of us.
Reach out to others, get phone numbers for texting or calling. Make new friends and brothers who will hold you to your word, and you hold them to theirs. That's how this place works. That's how you QUIT.
PM me or any of these other guys in here if you need anything.
- CoachDoc