Okay, so honestly I've never EVER used a forum. Still figuring this out so forgive me if I'm breaking rules or not following ettiquete here.
Been dipping for about 7 months now, it all started in Mexico in April, right after I got a career job and things in life figured out. Couldn't have been a worse time to get addicted to crap like this. I have dipped about a can a day for those seven months. Longest quit was 11 days, justified starting again because I'm young (18) and can do what I want. Bullcrap. Friggen bullcrap. No one knows I dip except like three co-workers. Family is completely clueless and heaven help me if they find out. I know everyone here doesn't believe what I believe but I know you guys respect it. I need to take care of my body as part of religion and friggen common sense man, come on! I knew better. Tried quitting several times, even tried registering on this site several times but it didn't work. Well thank God it worked today. I am so excited and scared to death. I was going to quit tomorrow but I've said that so many times. Flushed my last can, shaking like crazy and ready to go into this full speed and never dip again. I'm grateful for any help, wisdom, prayers, advice, and bitchslappings you all have to offer. Bring it.
And I got to hand it to you guys, I've been reading this site for a long time, seen many of you who have been addicted longer than I have and succesfully quit. You are some of the most inspiring badasses out there, 5000 rounds of applause to you guys
SO here we go. Done dipping for the rest of my life. No more "No one is perfect" crap and "cold turkey never works" excuses. If you guys who have done it longer and more intense than I have can do, i have no excuse.
I am so frikking done.