Jesse you will be in December 12 quit group get your promise posted and do it early every day. The poison is mostly out of your system now but the psychological withdrawal and pain linger, gradually decreasing with time. Read all you can in words of wisdom and HOF speeches, your fellow addicts have a lot to share in making your quit successful! Embrace the suck so you never want to go back and be like a dog going back to eat his own vomit! Don't worry about forever, quit today that is easier to accept and do!