I see you posted roll, good first post. You need to add what day you're on and make your promise to not use nic that day. Take a look at one of the previous month's post roll and you'll get it. You need to learn to hate nicotine to be successful. There's nothing romantic about putting in a dip, nothing to miss, nothing to love. Nicotine controls you but you have taken the first step to regain control over your life and experience the freedom of not using nicotine. You are much wiser than most on this forum. You made the decision to quit early in life. I dipped for 25 years.
The next few days will suck for you. We've all been through it and those that remain on this forum were successful and continue to post roll that they will not use nic one day at a time. Drink gallons of water each day to help flush your system. Find something to keep your mouth busy. Hard candy, toothpicks, fake dip. Gum is my vice. The first few days are a bitch but as a soldier and an athlete, you know commitment. Stay strong, keep posting daily, you will not regret.