First off edit your post and take your number off the public forum. Use the PM system to send your digits. Second, you are correct in that had you drank the KTC kool aid and swapped digits prior to your cave, you would've had somebody to talk you off the ledge. Now what you need to do is get your ass in the June 17 group, answer the 3 Qs and get on roll and post your promise. Once all that is done you need to reach out and swap digits with at least 3 people in your group. This is how you are successful, through hard work and diligence every damn day. Now nut up, quit feeling sorry for yourself and get back in the fight!