I"M A LIAR... told haas0311 i would not post again. reflecting on 30 days.....checked in day 4 of my quit, didn't know the protocol but was quickly informed. My biggest bitch people commenting without doing a little and i do mean little recon. ( go look if I posted roll don't rip me and ask has he posted roll?) The whole Tough love covenant I get it but being 47 years old i seen and dealt with more shit and really don't need it also don't need anyone to hold my dick for me i'm a big boy. I thought this would be a place for support when and if needed, but truthfully it has just become a place to post roll to keep my word to myself. The whole angry war theme is great I guess if you need that kinda motivation. Day 25 till today 31 have been the most trying for me so far...no real cravings but the nightly dreams have been real enough that i did check my pockets one morning thinking i bought a tin, and the fog the last 2 days has been the worst it'll pass. Does any of this make sense??? to me it does and don't be getting all angry on me i didn't call anyone out by name. Let the ripping begin
later
Darrin
Bro at this moment all I care is that u are quit. I'm too tired at the moment to worry about words. Stay quit and post roll. The rest works itself out.
Take what you need, Cupcake. Leave the rest. Keep posting, keep keeping your word, and keep repeating.
And find your orignal intro thread and add to it. Don't start a new one every time. Then I just have to combine them, and it's not really fun to do. Thank you for your cooperation.
Yep, I agree with these two. There are a lot of folks that need that kind of ripping or tough love to keep them engaged. It ain't for everybody, and I fall in that group with you. There is definitely something here for everybody. Just pick your supporters approprietly. I'm almost 40, so I'm a big boy too. I still need accountability because I've failed at quitting by myself before, and without the folks at KTC I wouldn't be where I am today. I've been lucky enough to find some great friends here within these virtual walls. I've met many of them in person now, and that is still a baffling thing to me. That is the support I needed. We rarely actually mention quit, but we stay in contact via pm, text, Facebook, phone, and an occassional meal or beer. Just knowing that those folks expect me to stay quit makes all the difference.
Luckily, so far none of them have tried to
also don't need anyone to hold my dick for me
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Congrats on a month, bro. Keep on kicking ass, and let me know if I can help any way.
