CJ,
Welcome to KTC! Great intro...short, sweet, right on the money. So sorry about your grandfather. Helluva guy, obviously.
Listen, just stay quit with us, everyday. One day at a time, You can and will do it.
Now, I need you to get down to HH bagels and buy me a dozen and FedEx them off to me. Then for lunch, go have a few slices of pizza (any pizza will do...Texas pizza leaves a lot to be desired. Then for dinner, head over to the Palm or maybe even to Peter Luger's. Aah. the Big Apple! I miss it aso much sometimes.
Stay quit.