Hello sideliner. Folks here can very tough. They were when I got on here for the first time, when I quit. This site is not about trying to quit. This site is about BEING quit. After 53 years of chewing and smoking I've been quit for 28 days now. I'm glad you are quit. You will stay quit if you take what is here and use it. When things are tough, it helps to ask questions and read to understand whats going on. Lots of experience here to help us quitters.