Day 4, first week in cold turkey, never done it before without nicotine gum. Realized I was just getting hooked on the nicorette and making no progress. Got engaged last December and realized I wanted to be here long term and take gum cancer off the list of possible things that could kill me and leave her solo sometime in the future. Also, had childhood leukemia years and years ago, so been there done that on the cancer and chemo front.
Army officer and before that went to a military academy, so been at this for around 9-ish years. Tobacco is part of the culture, and 8pm to sunrise patrols and 10 day field problems are fucking hard to do without dip, gotta take the small pleasures and have to stay awake.
Anyways, refer back to paragraph 1 and that's why I'm done, valued that future more than packing a hammer in the woods under NODs. From downstate NY, posted in upstate NY, in my mid 20's. Been a rough 4 days but trying my best. Told everyone in the office that I was cold turkey so they'll think I'm a huge bitch if I go back on it, so I've got that going for me.
Genuinely concerned about relapsing in the field, but I'll find a way.
Great to be here!