I've hit the second floor and beyond. It's good to still be quit. There are times when I want a dip or smoke, but only when people around me are using it. I am strong, and am thankful I have supportive friends and family to continue on this recovery.
These days, my biggest challenge is not chewing on stuff. I've tried gum, but even when I chew gum I find myself chewing on the end of an ink pen or biting my fingernails at the same time.
To those who are relatively new. Keep going. It does get better. And quitting is something that, even though it may suck early, you will be very proud of in the near future. Posting your HOF Speech - IF and only IF you continue to stay quit - will be one of your highlight accomplishments.
To my May 2012 brothers, I'm still around. But I'm at a turbulent time in my life right now that's kept me from being involved as I should be. Between a promotion at my job, trying to find and move into a new place and preparing for grad school, I sometimes don't even check my Facebook or email, much less log on and participate like I used to. Just know that I am committed to posting/quitting, and I'm committed to you guys. Continue to reach out if you need anything. I'll be back in full force once things settle down.