I was just thinking about this but in May I will be 5 years quit. I will never forget how difficult and emotional the decision to take my life back was. As a ninja dipper it also made feel like a terrible husband and father for hiding this destruction from the ones who cared most about me and whom depend on my continued health. I will also never forget my pals at KTC and KTC itself for providing the answer that finally worked for me after quitting 6 times a year for years. I just calculated so far my savings are over $12,000. Interestingly that is the least important part of all of this. My decision to fix this was the genesis for other decisions about my health. i have lost weight, increased my exercise and am more focused in my work with the Nic Bitch trying to constantly steal my mind.
I finally realized that like other addicts I am an addict. I came to the conclusion on May 12, 2013 that I will NEVER consume any nicotine again in my life. The divorce is final. No victory cigar, no drinking smoke...NO NICOTINE at all...EVER. Sorry nic bitch but it has to be that way.
I am not a Pius ex-addict either. When folks express their struggle I turn them here, encourage them and tell them they can do it. i also discourage nic reduction therapy because I know that is a scam.
Good luck to all of you newbies and HOF members. Its your life. Live it in freedom and health!