I don't see your name on
January's roll call list , but it could have been dropped. If you haven't already, you need to get over there, sign your name to that promise list and meet some folks. They will be your life lines. Some of them will become good friends as well.
I have to correct you. Nicotine was never a habit. From the time you popped that first sickening, scattered pinch in your mouth, it was an addiction. You are an addict. Welcome. We know what you're dealing with because we are addicts as well.
I'm one of the ones you mentioned in your intro. Dipped almost as long as you've been alive. Somewhere around 19 years. You know what that means? It means I'm a dumbass. As far as quitting, it's no easier or harder. The way I see it, there are 3 sure facts:
1. I'll always be an addict.
2. I'm 769 days clean as of right now.
3. I've posted roll, so nicotine is not an option today.
I'll be here tomorrow, will you?