My last bout with Nicotine ever was 7/10/2015.
I'll never go back, I'm sure you've all heard this a million times. Physically, I can't.
No, I do not have cancer.
I started dipping January 2014 (yeah, only ~1.5 years), to keep up with my college work load, you know the story, you feel great, dip with your buddies, blah blah blah.
I was heading down the wrong path with my drinking and dipping, and one day I woke up and threw it all away.
About 4 days later the anxiety and panic attacks set in, something I was NEVER used to, because I'm very stress free and never had a panic attack.
I'm about 3 weeks into the quit, waiting for me to be me again. It's getting better, but I can't handle ANY caffeine (I used to drink coffee like water) and even eating s***ty foods make me sick now.
I don't know what happened to me, but I certainly don't feel normal. I used to drink a lot (like a college kid) and now I can't handle more than 4-5 beers without anxiety setting in or me feeling sick. I'm ok with it. If it makes me feel like me again, so be it.
I don't miss dip, I wish I never had, and I'll never go back. I'm just waiting to be me again you know?
Thanks for your help and support, any tips for this? This anxiety blows, and I refuse to take any medications or throw any more s*** into my body.
- Jordan