BITCHHHH of a day but still in the game. I have never gone cold turkey before or at least that I recall. I have a stack of nicotine gum that I always switched to but that shit never worked for me. So when I found this place and understood my promise was ZERO nic moving forward I knew I was in for something I haven't experienced before.
I can't tell you how many times today I was going to cave. The thoughts are......fuck this, start tomorrow, start next week, you aren't ready, yada yada fucking yada.
Well, I didn't break and at 12:00 midnight central time it will be 24 hours with no nicotine whatsoever. Again, always had the gum or a patch so this is a mind fuck for sure.
Please excuse my language as I really don't mean to offend anyone and usually don't curse so much but wow.
Okay, almost one down and I know from past experience day 1 is far from the hardest (and that was when I had the gum and or patch) so day 2 and 3 will likely take everything I got and then some. ...Frack,, forget I just typed that, it is all about today and today only,........and I am a few hours away from kicking its ass!!!!
Peace,
BOOM
'Remshot'