It's strange. It's been almost two years since I sat down and wrote my intro here. It seems like a freakin' lifetime ago. Maybe it was. Looking back, I remember joining up here and being scared shitless about what I was doing. 100 days seemed like an impossibility. I figured it was only a matter of time before I failed.
I was stunned by the outpouring of support I got here within minutes of posting my intro. Even with that, however, I adopted an attitude of "I'm here to get healthy, not make friends." Jesus, that was the wrong attitude. It has been those friendships that have sustained me and my quit. The biggest inspiration for me, day after day in the first few weeks was watching others find the will to make their promise day after day. Knowing what they were going through, I knew I owed it to each and everyone one of them to find my strength to post; to not be the weak link. After two years, all I can say is a paltry "Thank you!" to all those who have quit with me, reached out, texted me, broken bread with me, called, emailed and just plain been there.
If any noobs are reading this, take my advice to heart. YOU CAN DO IT. You will need help. It's not a weakness to seek support, it's a weakness not too. This place is a beacon of light for all those who seek freedom. This place saved me from a horrid battle with cancer. It can and will be for you too. Believe in yourself and the program and before you know it, you'll never know how you ever functioned with that crap in your mouth.
Looking forward many more +1's alongside you all. Thank you again for all you have done and will continue to do.
Scott
