So this is it. Day 4 of my quit, and I found this site. I've spent the last hour or so trying to take in the wealth of information available here. I'm impressed and thankful to have stumbled upon this community. All I can say thus far is WOW!
As for me, I'm 30 years old and been addicted to Skoal Mint 1-2 cans a day, since I turned 18. It's amazing how stupid we can be when we're younger and how even stupider we can be as we become adults and slave ourselves out to this addiction.
I guess I kind of had one of those enough is enough, or it's just time, moments Monday night and haven't touched it since. Friends and family have been telling me for years that I needed to quit, but quite honestly I knew the only person who could make that decision was myself. I've done it all, lied, hide, sneak. Just to get my pinch. I mean Christ, I'd even sit on the toilet at home and dip in the bathroom just so my mother wouldn't find out. I couldn't stand the thought of breaking her heart, but couldn't find the strength to stop for myself. Thinking back it's just ridiculous the grip I'd allowed this addiction to take in my life. Even as I type this the mere thought of dip is making my mouth water. I sincerely hope this gets easier.
Last night was especially difficult as I found an almost full can in a pair of shorts I was getting ready to throw in the laundry. Thankfully, I was on the phone with one my biggest supporters and with their help flushed it. I know I'm not out of the woods by any means. Far from it. I've tried quitting before, but I'd just miss the "calm" I'd get from a nice dip.
However, my resolve is different this time. So that's me, I'm bound and determined to kick this thing. Hopefully, in the process of doing so and with the help of this site, who knows, I might make a few friends in the process.
I will not dip today.
Bran