hello all,
I am only on day 4 but this site has been instrumental in getting me this far.
I just want to post about my day today which was by far the best day I have had in years.
No anxiety no nic fits no planning my nicotine intake no unproductive drives, no lying no bad breath, no worring about leaving something out or spilling something (except icecream).
It was a pretty normal day as far as weekend days go, woke up and went to my house that I am rebuilding did some yard work witht the wife, the kids helped and played with the neihbors kids.
Then we went for a bike ride down the pier went out to dinner, got icecream and went to the park.
At no time was I thinking about getting away, I was totally into it the whole time I forgot that I could feel this way because nicotine takes away a lot more than you think.
I know its only day 4 and there are tough times to come but for today I felt what not being addicted could feel like and it was wonderfull.
