As of this post I'm at day 38. A little late but better than never.
My name is Brent from Texas.
I've been an addict for about 15 years. I guess my story is typical of every other person. I started by trying to be cool in High School. I remember that I got sicker than a dog the first time I tried it and swore I would never do it again.
However, after about a week, I remembered how much I liked the buzz and decided I was going to try it again. I stole some from my father, (life long user) and didn't get sick that time.
Before I knew it, tobacco had it's dirty fingers in every aspect of my life, hunting, fishing, work, driving, sneaking it into school, you name it.
I am a father of three beautiful children and a husband to a beautiful wonderful wife. I DO NOT want to set the example for my young son nor do I want my daughters to think that it is ok for their future husbands.
I'm posting this as another way to be held accountable for my addiction. I am asking everyone on this site to HOLD ME ACCOUNTABLE. This is me "drinking the Kool-Aid". I don't need nic anymore. I need everyone to scream at me for even thinking about it.
Thanks all of you for your support.