My name is Anthony, and I have been dipping for 8 years. 2.5 years ago, I quit because my girlfriend at the time hated it, and I wanted to be with her. It was one of the most important things to her. I did so, and I ended up picking the habit back up. It isn't as bad as the first time, but my life lately has been filled with extremely stressful times. Today my now fiancé found a tin by accident. I am now committed to quitting for good to save our relationship. My main reason for joining today is that I need a support system that understands the feelings I'm having and what I'm going through while battling this addiction. I am tired of lying to the people I care about, and I am tired of lying to myself. I have lost all self respect because of this, and I need to make a change. I want to be in control. I have read a bunch of the successful quitters reasons, and I was very moved by them, and I couldn't believe how many other people were going through the exact same thing I am. I look forward to this process and wish the best for everyone on here.
Anthony