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[Nolaq]

k hears the deal, im on day 7 and im feeling rage, i have become friends with this sneaky bastard and im feeling like this is where i need to be to get through this. I found out my employees are cheating me on there hours and i started doing some p.i work and well i found out its true! all i can say i fuck these 2 s.obs and the pony they road in on. Im going to have them finish out the job were on then sneakily, fuck them to the wall with the Oh dam i must have forgot to tell you WE ARE OUT OF WORK! aW TOO FUCKING BAD. i CANT WAIT This will happen in about 1 week from today, and i will keep you all posted. I am not in the nic fog anymore and oh ya i seem to hate everything so if this is what it takes to get my co. back to the profitable stage then fuck it! im in! javascript:emoticon("'Finger'")
I already contacted there replacement crew that is onbourd to take there position.
after 5 years of giving this crew a job this is how it fucking ends with me getting screwed by them, i have lost all respect for them as human beings let alone my employees.
So how do you like me now? peice out...ktmdave  let THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR!

Rage on brotha! Rage here, take care of bidness out there. +1 for the good guys?

BTW, is it weird that when I think of ktmdave, I think of a hot ass?

Dave...life happens. Dip fixes NOTHING!

Keep youur rage. Embrace it. Many of us are business ownners as well. I know what. You're goin through.

PM if you need to.

-Nolaq

[zam]

k hears the deal, im on day 7 and im feeling rage, i have become friends with this sneaky bastard and im feeling like this is where i need to be to get through this. I found out my employees are cheating me on there hours and i started doing some p.i work and well i found out its true! all i can say i fuck these 2 s.obs and the pony they road in on. Im going to have them finish out the job were on then sneakily, fuck them to the wall with the Oh dam i must have forgot to tell you WE ARE OUT OF WORK! aW TOO FUCKING BAD. i CANT WAIT This will happen in about 1 week from today, and i will keep you all posted. I am not in the nic fog anymore and oh ya i seem to hate everything so if this is what it takes to get my co. back to the profitable stage then fuck it! im in! javascript:emoticon("'Finger'")
I already contacted there replacement crew that is onbourd to take there position.
after 5 years of giving this crew a job this is how it fucking ends with me getting screwed by them, i have lost all respect for them as human beings let alone my employees.
So how do you like me now? peice out...ktmdave  let THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR!

Rage on brotha! Rage here, take care of bidness out there. +1 for the good guys?

BTW, is it weird that when I think of ktmdave, I think of a hot ass?

[Ktmdave]

k hears the deal, im on day 7 and im feeling rage, i have become friends with this sneaky bastard and im feeling like this is where i need to be to get through this. I found out my employees are cheating me on there hours and i started doing some p.i work and well i found out its true! all i can say i fuck these 2 s.obs and the pony they road in on. Im going to have them finish out the job were on then sneakily, fuck them to the wall with the Oh dam i must have forgot to tell you WE ARE OUT OF WORK! aW TOO FUCKING BAD. i CANT WAIT This will happen in about 1 week from today, and i will keep you all posted. I am not in the nic fog anymore and oh ya i seem to hate everything so if this is what it takes to get my co. back to the profitable stage then fuck it! im in! javascript:emoticon("'Finger'")
I already contacted there replacement crew that is onbourd to take there position.
after 5 years of giving this crew a job this is how it fucking ends with me getting screwed by them, i have lost all respect for them as human beings let alone my employees.
So how do you like me now? peice out...ktmdave let THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR!

[kana]

you have to stay busy.. I find myself doing all kinds of things just to stay busy.
the emptiness will start to fade a little, and be less noticeable. However always keep up your guard. we quit with you!!!

[TSNUS]

We're in this together Dave. Day 3 here too and I can relate to everything you said. If I can do it so can you. Hang tough and keep reaching out if you need anything. I've found the afternoon/evening is my worst time. Keep busy, drink lots of water, and take a walk to blow off some energy. Things will get better soon with that nic monkey off your back.

[MikeWC]

I'm on day 5, I know what you say about the boredom and time going slow. Tonight as I drove home from work I actually felt proud of myself, something I haven't felt in a long time. We are all quit together.....forever. Be strong. Mike

[Wt57]

KTM-- you are finding what the addiction has done and how it's withdrawal is. The road ahead is crazy so put your protective gear on and let's give the bitch the ride of her life! Check your inbox

[mepmey5]

Way to go Dave on your quit. I am on my 6th day quit and while its still rough, I am loving life more every day. I am spending more time with my wife and kids instead of with my dip. Have a great day,take some deep breaths,get active and try and enjoy the quit.

[Bean]

You're in the right spot and you're doing the right thing. Quitting is a talking sport, in my opnion. I think the thing that strengthened my quit the most (aside from posting roll) was living on this site and reading all I could. These were real quitters. I could feel people quitting with me...going through the same shit...or having recently passed through the same crap I was going through.

Owning your own business...many people think you're at the top. But really the pyramid is upside down, right? Everybody is depending on you. And when there is nowhere else for anyone to go for an answer, it sure doesn't feel like you're on top. I know the feeling well.

Never let the Nic Bitch convince you that killing yourself is a good alternative to making a stressful decision. And, don't snap at your E'ees. Believe it or not, they admire you having the strength to quit. Let them know what you're doing. Don't ask for favors or leniency...they didn't turn you into an addict, you did that yourself. And they don't have to support you now...that's our job. Don't rip their heads off, count to 10 or something, take a walk, whatever. Just stay quit!!!

[Mthomas3824]

well all this is my real second day to my quite, and i must say WHAT A BORING DAY. I have had a lot of shit go down today that i have had to deal with lets say sober..no nic.
I own my own co. so the b.s comes with the teritory, and it seems to just roll off me when i was on the nic. But for some reason even with all that, i still have head a simply boring, blah day, it sucks. used to just throw in a fat dip and roll on......but no more.
I got to the point where lets say from noon time on the dip was worthless. thats when i realized that at that point i was dipping to just feel normal.
any way im rambling here, i just needed to unload, im going to go look for somthing to do.  ktm dave..p.s if anyone wants to talk p.m me we exchange numbers that would be great!

check your inbox. I just sent you a novel. That should keep you busy.

Just stay quit today. If we wake up tomorrow we can repeat. The boredom will leave and the adventure will begin!

Hang tough and don't cave! Now that I PM'd you, you must post roll every day you wake. You can never buy, bumb, smell, hump or ingest any nicotine until you call and ask for permission.

I'm serious. Putting dip up your ass is still a cave! You can't do any dancing with nicotine until you ask for permission.

Flush everything. If you have a trophy can, flush it and burn it. That is an idol and you no longer worship the nic bitch!

Welcome to hell. We can get you to freedom and paradise.

[indycolts727]

I'm on day 3 and these three days have all be bizarre. Monday was just like you described - boring. Yesterday felt like I was stuck in slow-motion all day (well, my brain was anyway.) Today I was really busy with work stuff, but I was overal pretty unemotional, like numb. Finally started to get kind of crabby over stuff earlier this evening... Not rip the head off a chicken crabby, but just slightly irritable. Kinda got a headache tonight, too. Oh well, hopefully the poison is all flushed out of my system in the morning!

[Ktmdave]

well all this is my real second day to my quite, and i must say WHAT A BORING DAY. I have had a lot of shit go down today that i have had to deal with lets say sober..no nic.
I own my own co. so the b.s comes with the teritory, and it seems to just roll off me when i was on the nic. But for some reason even with all that, i still have head a simply boring, blah day, it sucks. used to just throw in a fat dip and roll on......but no more.
I got to the point where lets say from noon time on the dip was worthless. thats when i realized that at that point i was dipping to just feel normal.
any way im rambling here, i just needed to unload, im going to go look for somthing to do. ktm dave..p.s if anyone wants to talk p.m me we exchange numbers that would be great!