I'm in the middle of day 9, been through my first weekend at home without dip, went to a movie (expendables2) without dip, mowed the lawn twice this week without dip, worked out in my shop without dip....anyways I just want to say it has been better than I ever thought. Don't get me wrong, I have a shitload of craves and they suck ass. I find that every day I post, spend some time reading here, send a text or two, helps me a lot. I feel stronger every day but at the same time I raise my guard more. I have a lot of friends who dip, a few who have "quit".....they started smoking...WTF?, they have no confidence in my strength and statement that I QUIT! They all know me as the guy that's dipped longer than any of them...I started at age 10 and have been killing myself for 34 years. I've pissed away just as much money as anyone. In 34 years I have only tried to quit once, made it 30 days. That was 20 years ago and I caved on Christmas Eve due to some stress. More rambling from me, but I am checking in and writing this as a big thank you to my quit group, the people who have reached out to me and PM'd me and sent text messages. Continue to reach out to each other, we all need each other and together we will be BAMF quitters! Thank you all, Mike