I'm somewhat close to your age, and I also coach kids between the ages of 16 to 20 and place them into NCAA schools. Not judging, but going on past experiences, you have to be 100 percent fully committed. You must leave your normal group of friends, and hang outs for the next few weeks. If your weak minded your in trouble, your boys will call you everything under the sun and rib you until they try to get you to dip again. Misery loves company. If you truly want to quit, and remember you quit each day, everyone here is more then happy to help. Feel free to message me anytime, I will quit with you. I wish you luck, but don't fuck around here if your not all in.