GOD DAMN
Well here i am. 12:30am Friday night half drunk with a plug in my cheek. There, you have my reply.
Well if it makes any of you feel better i sacked up and ditched the bitch patches(no i didn't stick em to my nut sack), fuck sake. Why do i even care what you think? Had i known the "community" i stumbled upon via Google would be so Nazi regime, i would have thought twice before posting.
Now before you all flame up on me and say "oh he's a bitch, oh he's a twat" fuck, you don't know me. None of you know anything about me. Yes, i've seen what you've written, I've seen the support you all share and hell, i've even taken time out of my workday to read other posts on how hard it is to quit; granted your balls in your face "attitude" you have. I came to this site thinking, "oh shit Mat, you might find people, PEOPLE, just like you who have a problem." Well holy shit batman!
Yes, I'm an addict, yes i need to kill the bitch, no i don't need to be stroked or pat on the back. But for fucks sake, when i get 20 replies telling me to man up and quit being a bitch, sack up, he's yellow, does he go by this, does he go by that; fuck you. I've never done cold turkey, hell i thought the nic patches were the way to go. I "thought" shit, you might kick this habit. God forbid i find more humane "friends" to help me kick the habit.
Well here i am, not nic free, but telling you all, in my GOD given right, it's hard as fuck to quit, I'm not denying that. You all know this, but for fucks sake, before you chop off my nuts and throw me up on a cross, how bout you say "hey, it sucks right, check out what we know" You might learn something from that.
*EDIT*
Not all comments were twat remarks, fyi