Hey Guys,
My name is Bryan, i was showed this site by a friend of mine. I have been in a struggle with my desire to quit the can and im seeking some guidance and help! Heres my story. I am currently 20 years old, a junior in college, i play lacrosse, and im a marketing major as well as an aspiring music producer/audio engineer. I started dipping when i was a junior in high school. Up until my freshman year of college i had a dip maybe twice a week. Senior year i Tore my ACL then i started to do it a little more often. Throughout my freshman year of college i was dipping about 2-3 cans a week. There were points where i would stop for a couple weeks, a month at most, then be back at it. This past year i had problems with anxiety and depression i am just coming off of my anti-depressants now. Its my anxiety that is the worst. The past 4 months i have been at almost a can every day or two. I really want to stop but its my anxiety i think thats holding me back, im so afraid and anxious to go through withdrawal and be very angry and down, and ticking at very little things i shouldnt be getting angry with. I have one lip left in my tin of Grizzly wintergreen pouches, and i have just thrown it away. this is not the first time ive done this, i want to do it for good. Im beginning my journey and all the help from you guys would really help, i need to talk to people who have done it! Thank you so much, i look forward to hearing back from all of you.
Bryan