Hey everyone. Been dipping about a can a day for 5 years. About to head to grad school, and I'm sick and tired of relying on a pinch every second I can. I've tried to quit unsuccessfully at least a dozen times, and this isn't my first time on this website. About 3 years ago I posted and fell off the wagon the very next day. Tried for the last hour to figure out the username and password but gave up, must not have used any of my usual information. Just wanted to be up front that this isn't my first time here, I have been here and failed before.
Pretty pissed off at myself and tobacco. Pissed at tobacco for existing, and pissed at myself for not having the mental fortitude to just quit.
Will be at roll call tomorrow. One day at a time.