hey Asilva30, You're not alone. We've all done Day 1!!! Do it and do it hard. I hope that your beginning hurts like a mother! I hope it hurts real bad so you'll remember "NOT" to do it again! NAFAR = never again for any reason!
At day 228 I can tell you that you have made the best decision of your life. You can do this ONE DAY at a TIME.
Your life will change for the better in all areas! Stick with the program, guzzle the kool aid, read like a mad man, chat like teenager, QUIT like an ADDICT, yes you're an addict in case you didn't know. I am a nicotine addict, we all are. We didn't sign up to get addicted to the poison, but we did. Now we are taking our lives back from the nicotine bitch and industry and living like we were born, that is "without" the poison in our mouth!
Cheers to you, better daze are ahead. Real life is ahead. press on, quit every a.m. the earlier the better. make it to bed. wake and REPEAT!