I havent posted in here since august, now i come in here at day 41. Day 41 wow, Here recently its been an up and down rollarcoaster, My blood pressure is up and down, controlling my anger is tough, it use to be easy when i was dipping, got angry put a dip in, at day 41 im still learning to channel my anger problems, Quitting people say its easy, but you can never put your guard down, I remember day 10 or so i started getting cocky then day 15 day 20 it hit me, im at day 41 and im getting my ass kicked, im never going back, but im learning how powerful this addiction really ease, knowing no matter how many days i put in to quitting, ill always and forever be an addict, I havent said much on the site, i pretty much come on post roll and im gone, but I figured as im going through a rough time i come here and post it like i did on day 3, I use to complain about sleeeping problems, sleepings comes easy now, its the getting mad real easly thats pissing me off the most, I just snap, and its happening more and more as im quitting, maybe its just a stage i have no idea....
