Day 25 - Quarter of the way to HOF day
Had some ups and downs. The first 5 days were absolutely miserable. The craves, fog, and irritability made it pretty rough. But then things started to clear up. I was excited about not being tied to a can and found pleasure in doing things for the first time in a long time without a dip: plane ride, long car ride, going to a movie, drinking a coffee and not keeping the to go cup as a spitter.
The three things that made the first 25 days a success were
1. Support from family- my brother is quitting smoking with me at the same time (not on this site and not interested)
2. KTC - a couple of people really reached out and have helped me out a lot
3. Sunflower seeds and gum- new best friends.
I'll say the weirdest part about quitting is the the dreams. In my dreams I've been dipping at my wedding in the church, eating chew, and been chased by the KGB while dipping. Weird shit.