WTG! hang in there, you will feel so much more alive without all thoughs toxic, cancer causing chemicals coursing through your blood. The worst days for me was day 1, day 2 I fugured"well I made it one day, I can make it another" Take it one day at a time, one hour if you need and every minuet if you have to. You are in for a battle, but it is a battle you can win.
This is Sparta!!