Congratulations on the decision JTJ…you’ll find, if you have the stones, that this will be the crowning jewel in your life’s work. This shit is hard. This shit is damned hard. Eliminate all negativity associated with your quit. Never say “hope”. Never say “I think”. These are chickenshit phrases your addiction is using to keep the door open just a little.
And one day, your demons will kick the sumbitch open and smack you upside the head. Next thing you know, your ass is knee deep in a can of Kodiak.
Learn how to post roll call…more importantly, learn why we post roll call. The day you take that simple task seriously, no bullshitting, “I just gave you my word serious”…then you will be well on your way to the freedom you seek.
We understand that you are going to be a prick, that new girlfriend won’t…and even if she knew why, she prolly wouldn’t get it. So…your job is to take your petty, whiny ass, “my pussy hurts”, vulgar displays of aggression and manhood, etc. out on us. The only other poor bastards who understand the changes your body and mind will go through during this transformation. There are several of us that gladly walk around with targets on our backs for you to chuck spears at. So when you feel the urge to be an asshole coming on, and you will….you damned sure will. You do it here.
We will walk the road with you, chuck the spears back at you when you need it, talk much, much shit to you in the process, some will pat you on the back and hold your hand, some will kick you in the ass and challenge your manhoodÂ….but more importantlyÂ…we WILL shape your mind into an instrument of war against the bear.
If you want it broÂ…we hold the keys. All you have to do is what LOOT has outlined for you.