hello all, here i am on day 4 of my quit, feeling good about my self, dealing with the so called fog from time to time, but i have been through it before. i managed to quit in the past for 2 months and feel into the "ill just take one dip" and i came back on it with even a stronger addiction. I was a 1 1/2 to 2 can a day user of cope long cut, started when i was 17 and will be 29 this august... im an oil field welder, and in the oil field environment if you dont dip or smoke somthing wrong with you lol.. I have a 2 yr old son that i want to raise so enough was enough for me. I read some of the stories on here and really hit my heart especially the story about TOM. I read his story over and over preparing my self to read that story to my wife, when i thought i was ready i tried but could not get my self to speak half ways through the story as i put my self in his shoes. Tears just ran down my face, that was 4 days ago, for the first time in my life my wife knows and believes that 4 days ago i left than deamon in the can, that for so long controled me. I just want to take the time and thank everybody on this site, and thank all the people who through their stories might have saved my life all though some ill never be able to meet untill we meet in the heavens above!!!! god bless you all