Welcome to KTC Kleek. I noticed you have not posted roll yet. At 40 days quit, you will be in the December, 2013 quit group. In December, you will celebrate your 100 days of being nicotine free...your Hall of Fame date. Posting roll is the price of admission to KTC, nothing more or less. We post roll every day...it is our promise that we will not use nicotine that day. Simple, huh? Post roll, read all you can on the site and get involved. We are here to support you and will do so 24/7...but you have to reach out and let someone know if you are having problems. We can help. I have sent you a PM with my telephone number. Use it anytime you need to vent, rage or just talk to someone who has gone through what you are experiencing. Congrats on taking back your life. Wayne