Day 2 - Harder than day 1. So much motivation kept me going on day 1. A new promise for a new life. Day 2 hits and it takes all that I am to remember why I am going through this torture. It's just my youngest and me at home since school started this morning. We've taken a walk, watched TV, taken naps (well, I've fallen asleep while he watched cartoons). I can't wait for this day to end. I have to work tonight. I never chewed at work, but I would smoke and basically count the hours to come home and have that refreshing stress-relieving dip. I'm already dreading it. Now, without smoking at work or chewing once I get home, I can only hope that I can muster up enough niceness to not get fired! I had so much planned to get done today and nothing was actually accomplished. My husband is going to freak out when he gets home. His quit was so easy. I don't think he understands completely what it's like. He's always supportive of my decisions even if it means putting up with a complete bitch, but I'm not sure if he quite gets that I literally feel like I can do nothing. I hope tomorrow is better, but I've got 1.5 days until I pass the 3 day physical withdrawal mark. I think beating my psyche isn't going to be easy either.