If you are here and truly want to quit, the time is now. Get into the
October 2018 group and post roll. Give your word that you will not use nicotine in any form today and focus on keeping that word for just the next 24 hours. Tomorrow morning, repeat. Here at KTC we post roll every day, keep our words and never makes excuses. Quitting has easy days and super hard days. But after giving your word to your brothers and sisters of quit, you are left with only one choice that day - to honor your word and QUIT LIKE FOCK.
I was in your shoes 802 days ago. Not exactly the Hawaii trip but I came on here asking when I should quit and Richard K said "flush what you have and quit TODAY". It was a week earlier than I "planned" but maybe that extra week quit saved my life and prevented me from getting cancer.
I am in my late 20's myself and can relate to your position. We are young and think we are invincible but somewhere deep inside we know dipping/nicotine use will cut our lives short in some way. Though whether we are in our 20's or 60's or in between, we are all addicts here to help each other say no to nicotine one day at a time (ODAAT).
So again, go post in Oct 2018 right now and start to share your digits via the PM tool in the upper right corner (called Inbox). Sharing digits may seem weird but it's how we create the accountability network that helps us reach out to each other when cravings get tough. We have been in your shoes; we are here to help.
Post roll while on your Hawaii trip too. Airports have internet, planes have internet, your hotel should have internet. So dive in and don't look back. Freedom starts today.