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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #10 on: February 20, 2010, 01:12:00 PM »
Yes you have it now, best of luck!

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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #9 on: February 19, 2010, 04:31:00 PM »
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So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.
Def a sick fuck...and there is some funny shit written in here... I was going through the forums and thought the same thing. Thanks fellers...and yes I will be doing, not trying...

Joey, there's a bunch of us guys here from the Northeast/Mid Atlantic. We got Jersey in the house, NY, CT, you name it, while also people from all over the place. Fucking places I never even heard of. We're all sick fucks. You found the right place to quit. Jersey rules!

Yeah, sorry I don't mean to sound geographically insensitive. I know a few guys that dip. Just never met anyone around here that did as frequently as me. Clients and friends from the south and midwest...all the time. But sans a few softball games in the spring time, the only place I saw tins were in my possession. At first it made me feel special...now I feel like a jack ass.


jersey in the house here...

I already told him about you, Roc. :)

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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #8 on: February 19, 2010, 04:19:00 PM »
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So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.
Def a sick fuck...and there is some funny shit written in here... I was going through the forums and thought the same thing. Thanks fellers...and yes I will be doing, not trying...

Joey, there's a bunch of us guys here from the Northeast/Mid Atlantic. We got Jersey in the house, NY, CT, you name it, while also people from all over the place. Fucking places I never even heard of. We're all sick fucks. You found the right place to quit. Jersey rules!

Yeah, sorry I don't mean to sound geographically insensitive. I know a few guys that dip. Just never met anyone around here that did as frequently as me. Clients and friends from the south and midwest...all the time. But sans a few softball games in the spring time, the only place I saw tins were in my possession. At first it made me feel special...now I feel like a jack ass.


jersey in the house here...

I already told him about you, Roc. :)
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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #7 on: February 19, 2010, 04:17:00 PM »
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Quote from: sensei
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So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.
Def a sick fuck...and there is some funny shit written in here... I was going through the forums and thought the same thing. Thanks fellers...and yes I will be doing, not trying...

Joey, there's a bunch of us guys here from the Northeast/Mid Atlantic. We got Jersey in the house, NY, CT, you name it, while also people from all over the place. Fucking places I never even heard of. We're all sick fucks. You found the right place to quit. Jersey rules!

Yeah, sorry I don't mean to sound geographically insensitive. I know a few guys that dip. Just never met anyone around here that did as frequently as me. Clients and friends from the south and midwest...all the time. But sans a few softball games in the spring time, the only place I saw tins were in my possession. At first it made me feel special...now I feel like a jack ass.


jersey in the house here...
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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #6 on: February 19, 2010, 02:25:00 PM »
Quote from: FtheKodiak
Quote from: joeymaestro
Quote from: sensei
Quote from: joeymaestro
So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.
Def a sick fuck...and there is some funny shit written in here... I was going through the forums and thought the same thing. Thanks fellers...and yes I will be doing, not trying...

Joey, there's a bunch of us guys here from the Northeast/Mid Atlantic. We got Jersey in the house, NY, CT, you name it, while also people from all over the place. Fucking places I never even heard of. We're all sick fucks. You found the right place to quit. Jersey rules!

Yeah, sorry I don't mean to sound geographically insensitive. I know a few guys that dip. Just never met anyone around here that did as frequently as me. Clients and friends from the south and midwest...all the time. But sans a few softball games in the spring time, the only place I saw tins were in my possession. At first it made me feel special...now I feel like a jack ass.

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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #5 on: February 19, 2010, 02:17:00 PM »
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Quote from: joeymaestro
So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.
Def a sick fuck...and there is some funny shit written in here... I was going through the forums and thought the same thing. Thanks fellers...and yes I will be doing, not trying...

Joey, there's a bunch of us guys here from the Northeast/Mid Atlantic. We got Jersey in the house, NY, CT, you name it, while also people from all over the place. Fucking places I never even heard of. We're all sick fucks. You found the right place to quit. Jersey rules!
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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #4 on: February 19, 2010, 01:58:00 PM »
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Quote from: joeymaestro
So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.
Def a sick fuck...and there is some funny shit written in here... I was going through the forums and thought the same thing. Thanks fellers...and yes I will be doing, not trying...

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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #3 on: February 19, 2010, 01:56:00 PM »
Quote from: joeymaestro
So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Your a sick fuck, you'll fit in great here. Congratulations on your quit. It's the best decision of your life.

Post roll everyday, get involved. The first week can be tough, you will want some support and you will get it here...... You can do this.

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Re: Quitting in Jersey.
« Reply #2 on: February 19, 2010, 01:54:00 PM »
Quote from: joeymaestro
So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.
Welcome "home" jd... You're in the right place to get and stay quit.

Just one correction I'd like to make... you don't "try" to quit and there's no "hoping" you'll get through. Try and quit are words that we don't use here. We DO quit. Every day.

Welcome aboard!

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Quitting in Jersey.
« on: February 19, 2010, 01:42:00 PM »
So, I'm a writer/producer. You're prototypical creative type from Northern New Jersey/New York City.

The fact is, throwing in a plug of (usually Peach) was a big part of my life. It was a part of getting the creative juices flowing....and then spitting them into a poland spring bottle...or a can, or sometimes if I was lazy...well let's not go there.

I did the 'fruity' stuff because I read somewhere that what I had done for the first few years(wintergreen kodiak) was alot worse...so staying 'fruity' was a way to convince myself what I was doing was not as bad as smoking. Which is the whole reason I started dipping in the first place over5 years ago.. I wanted to be able to work out, and lose weight and not smoke alot,so I didn't smell... and get alot of 'girls'. Honestly, I had put some weight on...alot of weight...actually. And as a former athlete, noticed my pussy quotient dropping more and more, and could only attribute this to the fact that I was now a certifiable slob.

I digress, sorry...the fruity shit ended up being worse, I should have just done the straight cop(which I would let myself get on special occasions like my birthday, christmas, ect.) Because I shit you not...just to get the right amount of plug, my pinches were like a quarter of a tin. If I was drunk, I swear to god on more then one occasions I got like 3/4ths of a tin in my mouth.

I did lose the weight, I did get my tail numbers back up...but everyone of them thought the shit was disgusting...ask my ex about the time she drunkenly drank out a spitter that was on the side of my bed. Don't get me wrong, that bitch deserved it...but still....

so, here's to trying day 3...Not many 'dippers' in my neck of the woods, at least not openly...actually don't know anyone else who has actually quit doing it. Hopefully I can get though here. Chewing straws has helped immensely. The whole reason this started was to save money....now I am beginning to see what kind of a hold 'the can' really had on me.

-JD.