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Brandon. I am only at it for six days. I was really depressed. I just used my i-pad and read at night. Some real funny situations and stories shared here. Some you can relate to and others just make perfect sense to an addict.
I found I get through it by having focused distractions. What I mean is that I discovered laughter. These guys in chat. I was pissed off after reading and went into chat. They noticed me and asked how I was doing. I said just doing a lot of reading. If I am going to hang here, I better get used to writing, "Fuck that, Fuck this, Fuck you, Fuck me!" The chat lit up and more f bombs than you could shake a stick at. I couldn't stop laughing.
I realized that these guys have been through this, they know the symptoms. They related and when I was laughing, I didn't realize or I forgot to think about the pain. It was there but I just knew I would get past it.
Also, when you have a craving...walk, run, lift weights. Get your HR up and blood pumping. It may take 72 hours to clear your system but my gut tells me the more you exercise, the faster your body cleanses.
This tobacco is POISON. You feel the way you do because you have poison in you.
Brandon, I'm 41. but only 5 days ahead of you. My experience so far...sad and in pain. (emotionally and physically) I realized after day 3....I still craved and had thoughts of the evil creature but I was happy. Still am. No longer was I a hypocrite.
Every storm cloud is followed by a ray of sunlight. Stay Quit my friend. We all need each other to stay quit. It provides extra strength.
I would have caved already if I didn't stay focused. Post roll, Quit every new day, and repeat. It is so simple but it is a lifeline to fighting this bull shit.