Hi everyone i wanted to make a formal post that today is my first day with no cope. its been really hard so far because i was almost up to a can and a half a day but i think it is time to stop due to the amount of money im spending each day on this habit and think it will be good for my health as well. my life started going down a bad path i was drinking all the time and then got into a wreck and totaled my truck through a metal fence a pole then hit a tree. i knew at that time when i was in the hospital talking to the police that i was in the wrong place. i went from working with the police to being detained by them. over the past month i have lost many opportunities that i worked hard for, i lost respect of friends, i lost the love of my life that i had been with for over 4 years. in the past two to three weeks i have started picking up the pieces of of my life, started regaining the respect of others, quit the drinking habits that i had and set up new goals for my life. I think that it is time for me to let go of the one thing that isnt so easy for me, hell its the hardest thing for me to ever kick and havent been able to do it yet. i hope that from the support of others i will be able to achive what ive never been able to do on my own.
-thank you
