Might be the most pathetic intro I've read.
You stopped posting roll, therefore you didn't "stay loyal" go your group. Judging by your post count I'd wager you barely knew anyone in it anyway. You thought you were cured and then broke when life got hard.
You're an addict. Recognize how serious that is or beat it.
Love the post count metric that my boy Knockout referenced. Minimum is post count should = days quit (I'd argue day's quit +1 to show you posted an intro). That's the absolute minimum, which raises a red flag.
Like KO mentioned, it's abundantly obvious that you stopped posting roll and you weren't all that active. Heck, this is the first post in your intro - meaning you 1) didn't merge your old one or 2) never made one.
Here's the key take-away if I haven't made it obvious yet. Get involved. Accountability will only run as deep as you let it. Make some friends here, exchange numbers, build your quit to the point where the mere thought of stabbing your quit brothers in the back makes you sick to your stomach (i.e. the Clockwork Orange effect).
Never again Hession. Never. Again.