My story:
I found this site 3 or 4 days ago, signed up and have been lurking around since. Finding this site has since saved my quit and now I figure I owe everyone an explanation and actual introduction. As I said in my first Intro post, I made it 30 days without this site and they were some tough days. I signed up during what I hope will have been the most difficult part of this quit. I was out of town on a business trip - prime dipping time in the past - and was considering having ‘just one’. Reading some of the older posts, other’s stories and knowing that there was an entire group of people out there trying to do exactly what I was trying to do and suffering the same as I was seriously helped. I didn’t cave, for that, I have to thank the entire group. A 5 day business trip would have been the end of any of my previous attempts.
At first I was skeptical that posting roll and giving my word to a group of people I have never met would mean anything to me – having now done so for 3 days straight (and through the most significant trial of this quit to date) I now see its purpose, and yes, I’m drinking the cool aide. As I have not made this statement yet, other than the implied on my daily posts, I give you my word that I will not dip today and I will make that pact with you again tomorrow. If I cave, I expect a serious ass-kicking.
I look forward to writing that HOF speech.
Thanks for reading this.
Nick