there is no hoping to quit here. there's no "if i fail" here. there's no tomorrow or forever here.
quit is something you do or don't do; there's no in between state of quit. you either dip and are a dipper, or you don't dip and are a quitter. it's that simple. what you have to do is 100% decide for yourself that you are quit, and then nothing that comes your way will have the power to change you. you'll be tempted, you'll be tried, and you'll have people trying to bring you back down to their level. but if you are QUIT, it's a fly bouncing off your windshield.
i could rub myself down with grizz mint and run naked through tobacco fields and not put that shit in my mouth. because i'm 100% quit. i posted roll today, and nothing can make me break my word to myself, my family, and my quit brothers and sister.
oh, and next time you want to have a lip of grizz, just let that mental image of me rubbing myself down with the tobacco in your fingers flash across your mind.
you're welcome for that.