My name is Jeff and I have been chewing for about 9 years. This is not my first attempt, but I can't say that I really tried any of those times. I always took a week off and then would say "Ill just buy and can and throw it away when I am done golfing." Of course that does not work. Im sick of the pain it has caused my wife and I am ready to change.
Jeff,
We've all said the same thing. This is not a special situation. We are all addicts here. We can control our actions. We cannot control our addictions.
Come on over to October, post roll call, and check those private messages again. I just sent you my cell phone number. Use it. Get a few other's numbers. Use them. Say hi. Bitch. Whatever.
Use this board primarily. There's great advice everywhere here. Like I said, your quit is not special. There's a good chance that somebody here has gone/is going through the exact same shit you are during your quit.
Don't forget to laugh sometimes too.