I really hope you stay here and commit to quitting. Most people here quit when they are old and nicotine has already taken a real toll on their life, family, and finances. If you stay, you will not regret quitting. I see you found your group. It probably feels like a total shit storm. Just post roll and promise not to use nicotine that day. Wake up tomorrow and do the same, one day at a time.
If you want to chat, send me a PM.
Jack