Went to a friends house yesterday to hang and sitting on his coffee table is a can of dip, and he doesn't even do that shit, he prefers the cigarettes. He said he just bought it for work and I just stared at it. It was all I could think about. Especially relaxing on a couch watching TV with a can in sight.
I got up and threw that shit in his bedroom. Told him about this site and about roll and how I was a few days in already. That was the biggest test so far for me. I just think, why start the count over? Screw that. Plus I see the people getting torn new ones for caving after days, months, years on here. I don't want to deal with that bullshit. Proud to say I kicked Day 4's ass. Day 5 is here and it will be a nic free day.