I have been dipping for years now. It makes me feel bad but yet I keep doing it!! Now I'm done. Today was day 1.
That's what addiction is Charley. It convinces you to give up your free will and serve it first and foremost. Listen the the BS reasons to continue dipping. Listen closely to the BS the nic bitch is whispering in your ear and you'll realize what a dupe you've been. We've all been there. I promise that quitting is the best thing you can imagine, if you commit to it. It will not be easy. But dipping again will be a choice. Take away that choice today and post roll.
Read everything you can in the WELCOME CENTER, then head over to the January group. You can do this. Jump in with both feet, drink the cool aide, and keep you damn word.
PM me with you if I can help with anything.