Hello,
29 year old guy here. Married to an amazing woman, have a great job, expecting my first kid around July 7th.
In high school my friends and I screwed around and tried the Nic Bitch while playing baseball. When I broke up with a psycho abusive gf in college, I started dipping again (age 20) and haven't quit since. Stupid girl was the reason I stupidly thought I should do it again. Been 9 years now and still going. Every dentist appt is terrifying. Every time I bite into a burger I'm afraid I'll bleed on the bun.
I am a complete Ninja Dipper. Wife has no idea. I'm at least a can a day. I quit every weekend and vacation but when I get back in my truck for work I immediately stop at any of the 10 convenience stores around for a fix.
Wife has a family member who was a long time dipper and has had cancer for a while. Pretty nasty stuff and it's really unconfortable talking about it, especially as I continue to do it. Even this wasn't enough to get me to stop.
I'm quit for 72 hours now because of snow. I wanted to go out to get some but didn't feel like snow blowing the driveway. Started browsing about quitting and came to this site. I have 3 days down and it blows but I want to be the best husband and father (crazy responsibility coming) I can be.
Any easy ways to post roll on an iPhone?
Peace,
JJ